Times they are confusing.

I find myself in a spot of contemplation. I'm not sure why or what provoked this un-natural state but here I am. What is the blogger droning about now you may ask. Well if I knew you'd know :-) . . . here's list of what it might be for those interested:

Moving - again. I am SO lucky. I feel for my poor children, but alas it is inevitable. I along with many many MANY others have made questionable choices during the "boom" and now find myself, and my loved ones, paying for it. Does this make me a bad person? Does it make me a good person who made bad choices? Does it really matter? Is it one of those situations where "It is what it is" fits perfectly and one should not dwell, but move forward with vim and vigor? Or should one dwell so as to not make repeated mistakes again? Is it genetic? Is it learned? What is it? Does it matter? We are healthy (relatively), happy (I hope), fed, clothed, housed (moving but can afford to put a roof over our heads) and working. Perhaps with all those blessings the rest is just that. The rest.

Sharing information - what does that mean. Well, I am a very paranoid individual, I think mostly due to the work I preform or the overly cautious nature of my being. I worry that too much personal information may or may not go out via sites that I choose to belong too. I wish to share with family who are far away, and with friends who are close by, but how much is too much and how much is safe or not safe. IE, pictures of my children, do I post them do I not post them? Is it safe to post them, is it crazy to think anything is "safe" via the world wide web and freedom of surfing the Internet? How paranoid is too paranoid? Also, my beloved (or not) blog. How many do I share it with? Do I want send it to others be them friend, family or foe? Or do I keep it un-published to them and if they stumble upon it great and if they don't then they don't? Can I do that? Keep it to myself that is? I have a hard time keeping anything to myself, especially if it's something I enjoy? But if I were to get criticism on what I blog, would that then cause me to not blog, OR would I not care as I have to let go some time right?

Okay enough list for now. Criticism is welcome, as it's the only way to grow. Advice, also welcome, maybe not followed but always welcome!